"तिमीलाई थाहै भएन""You Never Knew"
तिमीलाई थाहा छ? म हरेक बिहान त्यही बाटो हिँड्छु, जहाँबाट तिमी हिँड्थ्यौ। तिमी आउँदैनौ भन्ने थाहा छ, तैपनि हिँड्छु।
कति अचम्म है? तिमीले मलाई कहिल्यै हेरेनौ, तर मैले तिमीलाई हेर्न कहिल्यै छोडिनँ।
तिमी हाँस्दा म पनि हाँस्थेँ, तिमी रुँदा मन मेरो रुन्थ्यो। तर तिमीले कहिल्यै बुझेनौ, म तिम्रो को थिएँ। साथी थिइनँ, अपरिचित पनि थिइनँ। म त्यो मान्छे थिएँ, जसले तिम्रो खुसीमा आफ्नो खुसी खोज्यो।
मैले कहिल्यै भनिनँ। किनभने डर लाग्थ्यो, "होइन" भनिदिए पो! अनि त त्यो सानो आशा पनि मर्थ्यो, जसले मलाई बाँचिरहेको थियो।
आज भन्छु, तिमी सुन्दैनौ भन्ने थाहा छ। म तिमीलाई माया गर्थेँ… गर्छु… र सायद, गरिरहनेछु।
तिमी खुसी रहनू। म त… यतै छु।
Do you know, I still walk the same road every morning, the one you used to take. I know you won't come, but I walk it anyway.
Funny, isn't it? You never once looked at me, and I never once stopped looking at you.
When you laughed, I laughed. When you cried, something in me broke. But you never understood who I was to you. Not a friend. Not a stranger either. I was the one who found his happiness inside yours.
I never said it. Because I was afraid. What if you said no? Then even this small hope, the one thing keeping me going, would die.
So today I'll say it, knowing you can't hear me. I loved you. I still do. And maybe I always will.
Be happy. I'll be... right here.
